i need joy in my life right now. at bible study on tuesday we talked about how we've seen jesus in the past week and i haven't really. i need to see Him more. i'm not getting enough of him. yesterday, the depression kinda hit hard and it put me in a weird situation. i slept for four hours yesterday (nap) and woke up feeling like shit. it was horrible. now, i have a small head cold that's getting on my nerves. this next week is going to be hell! i've gotta do a lot on friday, saturday and sunday so i can get back on track with everything.
be praying that God would give me joy. it's hard to be joyful when my ipod and best pen get taken from me on the same day. what the heck. and now i have this head cold. to top that off, i'm the fattest i've ever been! I haven't been eating good nor working out. i really want to go to volleyball practice tonight and get a good work out in but i can't or i won't....maybe i can try to find someone to pepper with. i really need to work out because i'm getting way fat. oh well
pray that I would seek the Lord and not worldly desires because that's what i've been doing lately. i've only been thinking about myself and not others. i need to be more selfless.
pray for me
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