sicksville

so i've been pretty sick recently. i got sick on wednesday and have been sick since then. i was in texas city but then came back to austin. that was the worst drive ever because i tried to sweat out my fever but i didn't really have a fever. i ended up making myself extremely dehydrated and my temp went under. oh well.

austin has been...well, austin. i work and i play. that's pretty much it. i guess i'm getting tired of doing the same thing over and over. i need some excitement. i mean, i love my friends and i'm getting really close with some of them which is awesome. i haven't really been pursuing the Lord the way i should be. he's kinda took a backseat to my selfish ways. i hate when i get sick because i only think about myself and what i want.

pray for that.
chad's here. yessssss!

with my bags packed

so right now, like always, i'm on an early november kick. i've been listening to their music, updating my blog to be like them. what the heck. that's how i roll.

i'm in texas city for a couple of days. thought i'd surprise the folks and come down for father's day. i did. and it's been pretty good. hangin out with the fam a lot. and cotton-ish. i'm coming back down in a week for gabby's graduation party. it will be fun. hopefully. a tejano band is playing. ok.

inference is a bad thing. if you have this with your friends, you will start to hate slash not like them. kinda like what i had with cotton. and now i'm starting to have it with chad. i feel like chad doesn't like me. i saw fall out boy for free yesterday courtesy of the invisible children dudes who were amazing and who i miss a lot! they are tight. they gave us (mk and i) free tickets. one of the guys has me hooked and obsessed with jose gonzalez who is an incred musician. it's about to be 2 and i need to wake up early.

don't forget, He deserves all of the glory!

new post

so if you're reading this post, you must be a stalker because i had to change the url. i took the link off of my facebook and changed it. i had a talk with micah and he thinks that there was too much information about my life and that it could ruin my ministry. totally legit, but not a good enough reason why i wasn't asked to go to camp. it's okay, it's not about me at all. get that through your head hector. there was no way that i would delete this blog, there's way to much from long ago. i just wish there were some posts that you could have as public and some as private. livejournal has that feature but not blogger. indb.

well, i'm pretty much by myself this entire week. devin is still on the cruise/in brenham and taylor has soccer camp stuff so he stays at dobie. that just leaves me here on my lonesome which i don't like. i'm more vulnerable to do/look at things that i shouldn't. instead of falling on Jesus, i'm falling right into satan's traps. i guess i'm not doing a good enough job to keep myself accountable. it's scary how i'm slipping more and more. i'm not the strong person i thought i was. the thing is that i know i can do it, i'm letting him get the best of me. i need to man up. c'mon hect. let's go. fall on Him.

pray for that.