what ever happened to sunset black?

so this band that i happened to find by happenstance, i've never heard of again. i have three of their songs on my itunes in TC and that's it. i can never find anything about them on the internet because their site is always down. oh well.

i love coming home and listening to the music i have on my itunes. it brings me back to high school years. oh high school...looking back at it, i think i would've liked to have tonight tonight by smashing pumpkins to be our class song. it's pretty goooooood!

this christmas was AMAZING. everything i got, i really wanted or needed! i got a north face jacket that's amazing. and i got a new pocket-sized Bible and moleskine journal. my mom bought me an itrip too! and don't forget underwear and socks!

welp, enough rambling. i'm off to rule the day! (at 6:21 PM)

finals

well, i think i'm going to end up with one a two b's and a C for this semester. definitely not great but better than last. so i'm hoping that next semester i end up with three a's and one b or all a's. i gotta get my gpa up. i gotta get into the com school! blah! as soon as i get into the com school, hopefully everything will go great!

i'm "studying" right now for astronomy. i need to pass to keep my C. which shouldn't be hard. there are 100 questions on the test. maybe i should get back to studying and then so i can dominate it.

bethany dillon - beautiful

open eyes

wow, i'll never get tired of listening to this song. its awesome how you can connect with something else other than another person. i love listening to this song over and over again. i could do it all the time. i'll go ahead and say that this is my all-time favorite song. the version that i have on my itunes is the best. i think they're may be two versions and i have both of them on my itunes but only i know which one is better.

i can still remember that night where i got on robs computer in TC and i typed in "emo" in the search bar on WinMx (remember that!? lol)

EMO-the early november-open eyes

was the very first song that popped up so i downloaded it. i listened to it and i can't remember if i was initially blown away or if it took some time. i know that when i downloaded it at his house, i went home and dl'ed it at mine. i think we were juniors or sophomores in high school. most likely juniors. ever since then, it's been my favorite song to listen to. talk about some emotion. now, my dream is to see them play it live in concert. maybe the next time they are headlining, they will play it. can't really express in words what that song does/means for me. it's amazing. i feel like i've been on a long journey with TEN. from the acoustic ep to the last song on the path, they've come a long way!

i should probably start studying.

i gotta tell someone

ok so my spanish professor thinks i hate her. why?! she over heard me talking to some of the students about something that had happened when we were doing our skit. i think she took what I was saying totally wrong. i guess she felt hurt and offended by what I said. i'm almost positive she thinks i don't like her. apparently she thinks that i have been saying a lot of negative things towards her and the class behind her back. i've never had sooo much drama with a professor in college.

going to school, trying to love everyone can be extremely hard. in my case, i forgot to love my own professor. i want to do something for my professor so she knows that i don't hate her. what could i do? i guess buying her something would be the good thing to do. i just don't want her to think that and i feel like crap because i haven't been loving here well. i feel sooooo bad. oh well, it's time to study.

:(

"mighty to men, light of the earth sending his son to echo his worth."