summer song

so i've been listening to this band called dear juliet. its actually one guy and sometimes a girl sings. its incredibly emo and indie. i love it though. it reminds me a lot of high school and my past. its so weird how I hated high school but I love when I have moments where I can remember it in an instance. because of my huge connection with music, there's nothing better than this. i can remember times when I would lay in my room and think about the future and hoping that it would come fast. i would sit on my grandmother's back porch and watch the sunset and think about this moment right now. these moments seem just like yesterday but they are so far away. i thought high school was the longest years of my life but now my life is flying by way to fast. it seems only yesterday I was a senior in high school, dreading driving my truck because someone keyed it. I would still like to know who did it. i'm sure it was probably someone random and dumb. oh well, i can assure you they aren't where I am today.

college has gone by way to fast. I wish i was a freshman again, living in jestee with rob. we had so much fun. I had so much fun with my friends. we've lost touch with each other. i wish that we could live every day like we were freshman because we seriously had no worries and we did life well and together. i can't live in the past though. only the present and future. i was looking at facebook pictures...sorry. i wish i could go back to camp this summer! ahh! i should've tried to sublet my room last summer and go to camp all summer but I dunno if that would've worked out because i definitely would not have had as much money as I do now. oh well.

i've been listening to this song lately. i love this woman's voice although she looks like a hot mess singing.

worthy is the lamb

today is joe's birthday! yay! i baked (made?) some cinnamon rolls for him so I hope that he enjoyed them. i'm excited for this weekend and san antonio. i plan on staying at willie's on saturday night after we have dinner which i am very excited for.

club was great today. i'm going up to the school on wednesday so we'll see who I meet. hopefully I will see chris gluckman. i miss that kid. i wish we could hang out more. i need to be more intentional.

some reason, i've been feeling the urge to dance. (that sounds gay, i know) but w/e. i wanna dance for the Lord! ahh! what do I do?!

i'm ADD

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"i'm just bein hecteeee"

haha. wow. who in the heck is hannah montana? it wasn't until recent that I found out that hannah montana and miley cyrus were the same person. what's pop culture coming to?

well, I was browsing matt adams' blog earlier and he was talking about his blog rivals. i wouldn't consider matt and i rivals because this isn't my first rodeo. i think he has like five total posts? i might have five in april alone. i've been doing blog since december of 2005. i'm a veteran. can't compete with that. haha (i'm writing this only because I know that you are reading it right now)

well this week has been pretty crazy. I had a spanish composition on monday, paper due on tuesday, advertising project due today, theories paper due today and a spanish test tomorrow that I haven't been studying for. i might just wing it? i dunno. i feel like i can do alright. i need to go over some culture stuff. after I finish this post, I will start studying.



so this is my advertising project. don't make fun of the singing (its mine). i know that I suck. other than that, everything has been going good. i'm doing pretty well in school and i should get a couple of a's and a couple of b's. no c's! (hopefully) i'm excited for island party this weekend, its going to be great! daphne loves derby and stephen speaks. and volleyball tomorrow! yes. life is good.

i gave my blog link out to carly today. she will probably be reading this shortly. i want more people to read my blog but i don't know what that looks like as far as younglife goes. you can read a little about what happened here. I will give it out only to my friends and no high schoolers. don't want them to get the wrong idea. i'll write back soon!

dispense

wow, so I haven't written in here in a very long time so I figured I drop in a line or two. The last couple of weeks have been interesting. We're still looking for a house for next year slash Devin isn't living with us anymore. He decided very briefly that he wanted to live with Joe and that whole crew so I dunno. Honestly, I'm pretty disappointed in his decision because I figured he was pretty sold out with living with us. I know that I can't be mad about it but its going to take time because I feel let down by him which is something that goes away quickly. To be even more honest, this entire process of finding a house is so stressful that I don't want to deal with it. It's pretty ridiculous. I wish that I didn't have to deal with it. Unfortunately, I have to and I don't know how we're going to find somewhere to live this late. Hopefully everything will work itself out.

My heart is a constant battlefield between good and evil. While I know that I need Christ and his mission for me, I constantly sin and choose evil over good which scares me. I need to focus on the now and not the future. When I focus too much on the future, I tend to lose sight on the now and it gets ridiculous. Oh well, I gotta stay strong for Christ. I gots to. I know that I can and I know that he will give me wisdom and courage for every situation.

I really need to figure out what I'm doing this summer. I have to turn in my Westwood application THIS WEEK! If I don't there is probably no way that I will be able to work there. Its such an easy job and I feel like I can make more money this summer than I did last summer plus my financial aid package should be pretty large which is awesome!

Well, I know that I didn't add any pictures to this post but no one really reads it anyway so...yeah.