oh man. money is going to drive me up the wall. i have to buy a new cell phone, $65 for younglife retreat, lots of money for bills. the list goes on and on. why is money such a strain on life?! i hate it! it makes my mom go crazy at me. sometimes i feel like she's a drug dealer and she wants her money or she will kill me. i swear that's how she makes me feel sometimes.
I haven't been giving that stress and problems to God and that's why its hitting me all of a sudden, so hard. Lord, I pray that you would give mom my and I peace about money and that we won't dwell on it. If we do dwell, it will start to consume my life and it will let Satan tell me that I need more and more and its all about money. I know that he tries to tell me that all the time but I pray that you would intervene and keep my mind focused on you and on giving for your kingdom. You will provide for me. I know this is completely true. The past two years is a testament to how you have and will continue to provide for me.
I'm excited about my new cell! Lord, bless me with a small job this semester! Any kind of income would be great! I would like that and I think it would keep me up with school in that I would know what I need to do.
I'm going to watch chris play basketball today! go trojans!
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