i mean, i think

i really, really want to live in Dallas. I mean, I think I want to live in Dallas. I'm pretty sure that this is the place where I want to live. I knew that since this summer I thought this where the place that God wanted me to go and wanted me to do work. That kinda lost some of its luster when I found some things out regarding some crazy camp kids but now I'm starting to regain that want and that feeling that I should be in Dallas. I've lived in Houston (texas city) and Austin for a while; I think that Dallas would be a next great thing for me.

I'm so over Texas City. The people here are just, different. Don't get me wrong, I know some amazing people that were born and raised here along side of me but for the most part, some of the residents here are just missing some bolts upstairs. I told myself that I wanted to raise my family here but after seeing it now, I want my kids to be raised in a town that's respectable and safe. Texas City was semi-cool when I grew up here but now, it's ridiculous. I can understand why a lot of my friend's parents are from Texas City but as you see chose to raise their children in nicer parts of Texas (Memorial, Waco, Austin, Highland Park). With that being said, I'm ready to get out of here. I would even move back to Austin right now if I could.

So I'm finally going to spend some time with God. I won't lie to you, it's been a while. I've been making excuses and finding other things to fill up my time even though I don't do anything. I pray now that God heavily convicts me of it and that he would move in this time that I have with him. Like always, Christians who don't come to Him regularly have so much hurt when they don't; and I have hurt. Please pray for this time and time with him at least once a day.