this weekend i went home. i actually left austin on thursday and stayed until today. on thursday i went straight to my grandmother's house and was pretty tired. i wanted to go work out with steven but it didn't happen. i went home and try to take it easy. i was hanging out at home and I finally got up to work out. i did pretty good. after that i went to gus' with my mom and it was a lot of fun. I got a huge chicken fried steak that I want to show you. it was ridiculous!
after my dad met us at gus' we went to bravos for drinks. i met up with a large group of hs friends and that actually ended up being pretty fun. after that we went home and fell asleep. the next morning i was awoken by my sister around 9:30. i was going to work out but started watching tv and by that time it was already 11. my mom was home. she wanted to go to lunch and go to the mall. we went to east star (i have a guilty pleasure for nasty chinese buffets!) after that we went to the mall and that was super lame. when we got home, I put on clothes to go work out and tried to meet up with steven so I went to gma's house. it was there that I found out that one of my good friends' little brother had been killed in a car accident earlier that day. he was only 16 years old. what a tragedy. pray for the alford family! they need it. a few minutes later, i found out that my younger cousin (sister) might have cirrhosis. i hope and pray that she doesn't. she's only 19 years old. well, steven didn't want to work out so i just hung around and then I went and worked out. i saw my mom there. i actually had a pretty good work out. after that, we went to gringos for din and drinks and then went to the spazmatics. it was pretty fun. i was supposed to watch andrew d play baseball the next morning in texas city but it got canceled which was super lame. i decided i would drive up to west u and have lunch with him and billy. we went to goode company and then the chocolate bar. it was pretty fun. they are a trip. when i got home, i hung out for a bit and then went to work out. afterwards, i went to my gmas'. she was about to leave to the game room but she told me that gabby was at fbc with chasity so i drove by there. they weren't there so i called gabby and told her that i wanted to come over to hang out for a bit. i went over there for about 45 minutes and we just talked. it was good because I hadn't seen her in a while. after that, i went home and took a shower because i told my grandma that we'd go to dinner with austin. we went to bravos and hung out there for a while. i didn't want to leave as soon as we were done because its not like we had anything else to do. so after that, we left and came home. lame. steven and monica were staying in a hotel so we didn't get to hang out much. i came home and just watched a movie and got stupid. for the first time in a long time i did something i shouldn't have. oh well.
the next morning i woke up and met my parents at taqueria for breakfast/lunch. after that, i went to grandma's but she wasn't there. i stayed at her house for a while watching TV. i then realized that it was pretty late (2:45) and i went home to shower and pack. i didn't make it back over to my grandma's house until like 4:30. by that time, monica and steven had made it back and they were putting together a dresser they had just bought. they convinced me to stay another night, so I did. i told my mom that i had went back to austin though so don't say anything!. we just chilled at the house and watched madea's family reunion. it was pretty lame. after that I just went to sleep. actually, i probably went to sleep around 12:30 which is pretty early. when i'm home i usually get tired fairly early. i woke up around 7ish because there was a lot of commotion cause the kids were getting ready for school. i ended up getting up around 9. my grandma cooked me breakfast and i hung out for an hour and watched TV. i ended up leaving around 10:45 from grandma's house. i forgot that my mom didn't have to work today so I had to play it safe. i feel like i was driving FOREVER. but it was really only three hours. i stopped in ellinger and picked up some hruska's and it was goooood.
so i still feel kinda weird. i dunno. i'm in the process of finding a christian counselor with the help of brett. this week is crazy though! this weekend is steven's baby shower. i really want to go but I don't want to drive. i think stacey is going home, maybe i can go home with her. i dunno though because i will only be here for one weekend until spring break. i dunno. i just really want to be there for steven and monica. plus, all of my family is going to be there so that would be awesome to be there with all of them. we'll see
prayer requests:
-for my current state of well-being. i'm straight trippin out.
-the alford family. they really need it.
-gabby, mu cousin/sister. she (we) are too young to be dealing with problems like these. please God, heal us. we need you soo bad.
-school. that i'm not a complete screw up and can finish strong.
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