up and rock bottom

well i went to tc for about a week to hang out with the family and watch the girls play softball. this was probably one of the best times i've had in tc for a really long time. as soon as i got there, i went and watched my cousins beat the #2 ranked team in the state, twice in one night. it was pretty awesome. a lot of my family was there, cheering them on. they don't know it but they are starting to bring my family together more and more by playing softball. they did awesome. jennifer is playing really really good. during the week, i kinda just hung out around the house and tried to find people to hang with. i got to hang with jeremy for a while on saturday evening because he was leaving for camp the next day. it was good to talk to him before he left on this crazy journey. i can tell he was soo excited and when i talked to him on thursday, he sounded like he was having a great time. on friday, the girls were playing in the regional semifinals against livingston. they won 1-0 in the bottom of the eighth when jennifer hit a single over the third baseman's head. crystal alaniz was on third and she came in. jenny had the winning hit! so now they're in the state quarterfinals! they play brenham some time this week, hopefully a series. they're going to need to play a lot better against brenham than they did against livingston. they left 8 runners on base with 9 hits. it was pretty crappy.

besides that, i had a really good time talking with my mom on friday night. i got to share with her some of the stuff that's been going on in my life which is awesome. i think she really appreciated that i was sharing my heart with her. it felt good for me that she could kind of see what i go through and what ive been experience.

i was on such a high coming back to austin, i knew that this summer would go great. as soon as i got home to an empty house knowing that no one would be here until wednesday i kinda just lost all of that. was totally vulnerable to satan's attacks and i gave in. i need to find some accountability with that. pray for me and that this summer will go well and that i can grow in the spirit and in Christ. my first day of work was yesterday and it went really well. better than i thought i would. i'm free in Him! not in what i look at on my computer or whatever. i love God not the world.