i'm dealing with depression right about now. i've always dealt with it but i'm now starting to realize that it's pretty serious. it's not all the time but it just hits me like a bag of bricks and pulls me down. i need to seek help. what do christians do when they are depressed? i don't feel like i can pray for it because i want to tell someone what's going on wrong inside of me. i don't know how to express how i really feel. one small thing can trigger it. i will start to dwell on things that have happened in the past or the now. i can never let things go. i always forgive but never forget. that's a huge problem i have now.
my parents have gone crazy. there is a lot of negativity in this house. i don't even know what to do/say about my younger brother. he's completely in his own world. he has to be. he's always alone and by himself. i want so much for him to become a man of faith, deep faith. how should i go about helping him? he's only twelve. i don't want him to get involved with the wrong crowd. it's going to take a lot of patience on my part and definitely a lot of grace. pray for that. pray for my parents and my siblings. i wish they could get a small glimpse of what i see on a daily base with people and the way God works through them.
it's 36 degrees here in houston. what the heck? it wasn't this cold during the winter time. it's snowing in north texas. amazing.
"i know you're sorry, i know what you must be going through and i feel sorry for you, but please don't leave me now."
-the early november
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