why do i feel like no one understands me? i hate feeling like this. i want to dance/rock out in the room with someone else, but i find myself doing it alone. being by yourself is awesome until your alone and until you feel alone. what am i supposed to do? i'm such a loner. i wonder if there is someone else right now in the world doing the exact same thing that i am, thinking this exact same idea. this makes me feel even more lonely.
why do i feel soo lonely. jesus, be enough for me. i try and find things/materials/stupid stuff to get me occupied and away from my thoughts. i so want to be by myself because i feel like i have nothing to offer people. why do i feel this way? jesus, take this from me. satan is trying to use this against me, don't let him. at times i don't want people to know anything about me. i took my birthday off of facebook so that no one could throw me a surprise party and so i that i could be mad at myself when no one throws me a surprise party. weird, i know. i feel like the only people who know my birthday are my parents and some of my family. i guess this is just a trick to see who really knows me.
blah i hate this
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