I would like to come to you and report a lot of good news in this post. Unfortunately, that's not the case. Things these past couple of weeks have not been good. I've been applying for jobs non stop and have had no luck. I've been doing my best to follow up and still, nothing. Thankfully, my parents are very understanding and know that I've been trying my hardest. If something doesn't happen soon, I'm going to get a part-time job down here so I can have some kind of income. I've been living off this "trust-fund" of mine and it will run out someday.
Spiritually I'm dry. I don't know what has gotten into me. I haven't had a quiet time in a very long time. It's been a while since I've spoken to God. I mean, I guess you could so I'm frustrated with the cards I've been dealt currently. I have no one to blame except for myself. I have a verse in James put up over my desk and it's ironic that when I do face trials, I don't run straight for God. I tend to run for the world and I run to fulfill my worldly desires. God, I pray that something would happen that would rock my world right about now. These past few days have been really crappy and instead of seeking You, I found temporary pleasure in other things not of you.
Some good news: I just had a great talk with an old roommate who is genuinely interested in helping my obtain a job in Austin. If something were to work out from his help, I would be forever in debt to him. I'm glad that someone is extending a hand to give me some help. It's really hard for me to ask for help because I already feel like I bother half of the people I come into contact with. Please be praying for me and for my time in Austin next week! I really want something to happen!
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