so yesterday's post wasn't really about my life so I wanted to update. slash i secretly avoiding studying at all costs. i have a management test tomorrow that i do not want to take. i just want to make a B in the class. i'm not striving for anything crazy. we'll just see what happens tomorrow. i made a 78 on the last test and i hardly studied. seriously. i didn't study. i drifted off there for a while and now i'm back. well here's the thing. tonight is prevo's birthday dinner at 7 at pappacitos. not only is it mexican food but the fajitas are two for one. and they probably have good drinks. and i didn't pay for lunch today. but DG has a date party tonight at this place and natalie really wants me to go but i don't know if i want to go. i need to study at least a little bit. i was going to go run, shower, study until 7ish, go to prevo's thing and then come back and study till about 1. i didn't run yesterday so i want to run today. i need to get rid some of the stress!! and then i haven't had a quiet time yet. i had to watch the entire american idol. i could've done all of that earlier but NO. i wanted to sit and watch tv and be lame.
i just really want to be home. i want to meet kailynn! i'm going to be honest, i didn't think i would make it to march. the end of january and the entire month of february have been some of the toughest times of my life. it's been a daily struggle not to just lose it. but spring break is finally here and i can go home for longer than four days. i have TEN days! i'll probably end up not coming back up here until that monday or even that tuesday. i don't have any class or anything. i'll make a deal with myself, if i go to class on friday, i'll miss class that monday. so i just checked and i have class on friday for both of my classes. that'll be good though. hopefully i will be able to knock a few of those nonverbal chapters out of the way over the break. that will be stellar. so when I got back to austin a month ago i just told myself that i needed to make it to spring break and i would be fine. now, i need to make it to easter (well, when i get back to austin) and then after easter, i just need to make it til the end of school! i have no idea what i'm doing this summer. i mean, i want to go back to camp just not in this condition. yeah, it sucks. but yeah, i'm pumped about going home. on saturday i'm going to see Ace Enders in Houston! omfg its going to be balls good. i am obsessed with that man.
ok so i need to decide what i'm going to do. i don't want to drive to pappasitos so i dunno. but then if i don't go to pappasitos then i can just study but i don't think i'm going to go to dg. if i didn't have the test tomorrow i would totally go but i'm afraid that i'm going to get influenced and then not wake up tomorrow morning.
hopefully my next post will be from home!!!! woohoo
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