frustration station

i'm pretty sure i've already had an entry with this title but oh well, i'm back at frustration station.

so tonight we had tryouts for club and yet again, i'm one person away from making the first team. the majority of the guys that are going to be on the second team are HORRIBLE. they can't pass, they can't hit, they dang sure can't set. its going to be horrible. so i'm going to be their setter for the second team and its going to be hell. most of the guys don't know how to rotate or even play. i don't know if i want to waste my time or my money on something like that. i just don't know what else i need to do to get better...i feel like i can compete, but they won't give me a chance.

oh well, i prayed for discernment and basically what God wants me to do. stay on the team, or quit. i hate being a quitter, its all about the three flames of tribal competition. i'm gonna give it my all regardless. i'll just have to see what the teams looks like. i mean, i have no idea who is coaching it but i should be captain. i'll be the only returner on the team so its pretty much up to me that decides how good we do.

i might stick it out.

i'm buying ACL tickets tomorrow and couldn't be more excited. i can't wait to see vampire weekend and suzanne shannon and sally anne harrell and andrew haynie is coming in too.

lates